Shortly after I fell asleep last night, I felt that there's a force pressing onto me, and I could hardly breath. I could not move my lips, I could not move my body. I tried so hard to open my eyes, and yet I failed to.
It must have been some evil spirit, I thought. So I called out to Jesus. I tried so hard to yell, 'Jesus!', but my voice wasn't audible, because I could barely open my mouth. I started calling Jesus, time after time, in my heart. I prayed, and I prayed. But it didn't seem to help.
So I thought, "Ooooppsss.. why doesn't it help? Why isnt this evil spirit afraid of Jesus?" Haha ;p
I saw a shadow, and I thought, it has to be a ghost! And eventually I sort of conversed with the ghost. I couldn't understand how did he get close to me, cause both Amy and I are children of God. So I asked, "Where did you come from?"
So eventually, he told me that he came from Faith-something Church. (I can't remember the name exactly) It's the church that Carli went to back in Vancouver.
I was like, WHAT?! So you actually followed Carli here?!
After a long while, he sort of left, and I got back to my sleep.
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At around 9.30am, right after I woke up, I jumped out of my bed and I saw Carli on MSN. And I frantically asked her what's the church that she attended back in Vancouver.
"Point Grey Church, why little bug?" she said.
I was relieved. But then, I was confused. It wasn't real, so was it a dream? But it felt so real!
Carli said, "You shouldn't talk to ghost. It's just like how you shouldn't talk to strangers. Understand?" Hahaha ;p
When I told CS about what happened last night, I am thankful that he told me that, "It's nothing serious. It's because, half of your brain was asleep, and another half was awake."
I wasn't sure. I never heard of anything like that before. But what CS said did comfort me ;)
Thanks to Google, I found something called
Sleep Paralysis. I never heard of anything like that before. But as I read on the description, everything was just so precise! Haha ;p A lot of people actually experienced this before but they thought that it's some demonic experience, and hence didn't dare to tell anyone about it. Steve said, poor those people who lived before the internet age. Indeed.
I was relieved to find out what really sleep paralysis is, and what it is not. So the Canadian ghost didn't really exist, it was just an illusion. I texted my caregroup leader, to tell her about that ;) She said, calling out to Jesus helps, whether it's a demon or a desease. True enough ;p
I wasn't having a bright day in school. There wasn't any reason for me to be sad, but I wasn't entirely happy like I would always feel. You'll be amazed how precise God's timing is. I was glad that I had Regina to talk to. And as I was gonna have dinner by myself, I bumped into 2 angels! Haha ;p So I met my churchmates in the canteen! We ended up having dinner together. I'm so grateful that I met Elaine and Michelle ;) I was feeling really knackered before, because I didnt have enough sleep the night before. But after the fellowship, I felt so refreshed. I ended up working in school till 11pm. Haha ;p
Eventually I found out that, I had sleep paralysis because I could be stressed. I have 4 deadlines to meet within the next 2 weeks. It's pretty hectic, but I believe in the divine strength and wisdom of Abba Father ;) I shall cast all my cares to Him, everything will be taken care of.
It's quite an interesting experienced. Ultimately, I feel God's love once again ^^
ears breathing To The Boys by The London Symphony, Legends Of The Fall